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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Choose_Not_To_Use_Archive_Warnings, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      R5_(Band), Real_Person_Fiction
  Relationship:
      Riker_Lynch/Rocky_Lynch
  Character:
      Riker_Lynch, Rocky_Lynch
  Additional Tags:
      Sibling_Incest, Gay_Sex, RPF, a_little_bit_of_angst
  Stats:
      Published: 2014-07-20 Updated: 2014-10-19 Chapters: 5/? Words: 2475
****** the songs to discribe my feeling ******
by R5mindedgirl
Summary
     Riker and Rocky grew up 'being together'. but when Riker turns 18, he
     breaks it off so he doesn't break the law, or so he said. he told
     Rocky that they could be back together when Rocky was 18. Rocky is
     now 20 and it still didn't happen. he is determinded to find
     everything out, so he stays voluntarity home with Riker when the rest
     of the family is on a holiday. what will happen?
     multiple chapters. just a warning that it isn't over until I say so.
     poiregourmande, thanks to you I got into the ship.
Notes
     this is kind of a song-fic. I chose a song, and built a chapter
     around it. it is probably bullshit for the first 6 chapters, but
     after that, it'll get better (I hope).
See the end of the work for more notes
***** Better than this - Ross Lynch *****
*third person POV, from Rocky’s side*
It was 5 years ago. 5 years ago, was the last time they were in love.
The last time they made love.
The last time they had known love.
Rocky remembered “the reason” they broke up very well.
Riker had said that because he turned 18 and Rocky would turn 15, it was
illegal to date and Riker didn’t want to break the law.
Rocky had believed him when he said that after those three years, they would be
back together. Damn him, of course they didn’t.
But what he could see, was hurt. Riker was hurting just as much as Rocky.
They both knew incest isn’t accepted by many people. So their family knew of
nothing, and both boys were put in the same room.
Now, their family was on a holiday. Riker had decided to stay home, and since
Riker did, Rocky did too. He had to know the truth why they still hadn’t gotten
back together.
He got up and noticed Riker wasn’t in his bed.
Why would he not be in his bed at….. 2 A.M.????
Rocky heard softly singing coming from the roof. So he sneaked out the window
and he sat down in the shadow. He couldn’t be seen now.
A new song came up. He recognized it immediately.
Better than this – Ross Lynch.
Riker had written it for Ross. He said he had a special reason to write the
song, but couldn’t bear himself to sing it. So he gave it to Ross.
Riker had his headphones on, so Rocky could only hear Riker’s voice.
Rocky almost cried by hearing his older brother’s voice. It was full of pain,
hurt and honestly.
                      If I could stop the world tonight
                      I would freeze this moment in time
                              Oh if I only could
              Our bodies dance like the wind over and over again
                               In a perfect sky
                           Hypnotized by the sound
                          I get lost and then found
                                 In your eyes

                    'Cause it doesn't get better than this
                      No it doesn't get better than this
                    Oh if we could stop the world tonight
                          I think that we should try
                    'Cause it doesn't get better than this
                                  Oh, better

               If we could have one night on repeat this is it
                 Over and over we dance to the beat to exist
                      We're gonna live while we're young
                          So let's wait for the sun
                              Before we go home
                           Lock it all in our minds
                             Memorize it tonight 
                              'Cause we all know

                     That it doesn't get better than this
                      No it doesn't get better than this
                    Oh if we could stop the world tonight
                          I think that we should try
                    'Cause it doesn't get better than this
                                  Oh, better

                                    Ha! Ha!
                       I can’t believe how we’re living
                               Always looking up
                           It’s a dream I don’t ever
                                 Wanna wake up
                                 It’s a scene
                         But I can’t can’t get enough
                            Tonight is all about us
                      So live tonight like it’s your last
                     Like there’s no future in your past

                    Oh if we could stop the world tonight
                          I think that we should try

                    'Cause it doesn't get better than this
                      No it doesn't get better than this
                    Oh if we could stop the world tonight
                          I think that we should try
                    'Cause it doesn't get better than this
                                  Oh, better
Rocky hoped he understood now what the song meant.
A song, in wich he wished he could stop the time, because he didn’t want to
lose it. It didn’t get better than that. And there was no future in his past.
***** Crazy Sexy Wild - INNA *****
Chapter Summary
     Riker and Rocky grew up 'being together'. but when Riker turns 18, he
     breaks it off so he doesn't break the law, or so he said. he told
     Rocky that they could be back together when Rocky was 18. Rocky is
     now 20 and it still didn't happen. he is determinded to find
     everything out, so he stays voluntarity home with Riker when the rest
     of the family is on a holiday. what will happen?
     multiple chapters. just a warning that it isn't over until I say so.
     poiregourmande, thanks to you I got into the ship.
Chapter Notes
     I only now noticed, that I didn't say this the last chapter.
     DO NOT!! POST A LINK WITH THIS TO R5 OR ANYONE RELATED TO THEM.
     if R5 still reads this, I'm sorry but I'm just totally in love with
     the ship.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
*third person POV, from Rocky's side*
When the next song came up, Rocky could almost hear the tears dripping from his
face.
Unfortunately for Rocky, he could see Riker from the side. Not from the back.
Unfortunately, he could now see that his brother’s face was more like a
waterfall.
It was actually a mystery he could still sing.
But boy, how Rocky would’ve liked if Riker didn’t sing. it would make sure he
didn't look like a crying little girl now.
Rocky Lynch a little crying girl. 
And he even didn't try to hold back the tears anymore.
The next song…… dear god. It were almost the exact words they were discibed
with at The Rage.
Crazy Sexy Wild – INNA.
Crazy, of course they were! They are Riker and Rocky Lynch for God’s sake!
Sexy, it is well known that Rocky thinks that of himself…. But it’s not so
known that he thinks that of Riker too.
Wild, always too much energy. Always pushing the limits. Always being wild……..
and how innocent Riker may look, even pretty wild in love.
Sweet Jesus! Riker’s voice held more than pain, hurt and honestly.
It held pure love.
                    Heart beats steady, baby, ready to play
                Just let the disco light come and take us away
               I feel the heat like a fire bring it closer to me
                                Just let it out
           Is like a spark burning steady from the east to the west
            I feel the bass beating louder bring it out of my chest
           I like the way that you do it, ’cause you do it the best
                            So glad I’ve found you
                      You and I, will dance until we die
                  Crazy, sexy, wild, we just wanna let it out
            Touch my body, with the music, baby, you know I want it
                      You and I, will dance until we die
                  Crazy, sexy, wild, we just wanna let it out
            Touch my body, with the music, baby, you know I want it
                           Move to the right, right
                         Up and down crazy, sexy wild
                           Move to the right, right
                            Pump it loud, sexy wild
                           Move to the right, right
                         Up and down crazy, sexy wild
                           Move to the right, right
                           Up and down crazy, sexy…
                      You and I, will dance until we die
                  Crazy, sexy, wild, we just wanna let it out
            Touch my body, with the music, baby, you know I want it
                    Heart beats steady, baby, ready to play
                Just let the disco light come and take us away
               I feel the heat like a fire bring it closer to me
                                Just let it out
                      You and I, will dance until we die
                  Crazy, sexy, wild, we just wanna let it out
            Touch my body, with the music, baby, you know I want it
                      You and I, will dance until we die
                  Crazy, sexy, wild, we just wanna let it out
            Touch my body, with the music, baby, you know I want it
                      You and I, will dance until we die
                  Crazy, sexy, wild, we just wanna let it out
            Touch my body, with the music, baby, you know I want it
                                   You and I
                                   You and I
                                   You and I
                                   You and I
 
When the song ended, Riker mumbled something.
And Rocky is dare enough to bet that Riker mumbled “you and I, Rocky”.
Chapter End Notes
     I repeat:
     DO NOT!! POST A LINK WITH THIS TO R5 OR ANYONE RELATED TO THEM.
***** Rock me - One Direction *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
*third person POV, from Rocky's side*
                          Do you remember summer ’09?
                        Wanna go back there every night
                 Just can’t lie, was the best time of my life
                                        
                    Lying on the beach as the sun blew out
                   Playing this guitar by the fire too loud
                    Oh my my, they could never shut us down
                                        
                    I used to think that I was better alone
                        Why did I ever wanna let you go
                              Under the moonlight
                           As we stared at the sea,
                           The words you whispered:
                            I will always believe!
                                        
                             I want you to rock me
                                    Rock me
                                 Rock me, yeah
                             I want you to rock me
                                    Rock me
                                 Rock me, yeah
                                        
                          I want you to hit the pedal
                                  Heavy metal
                               Show me you care
                                        
                             I want you to rock me
                                    Rock me
                                 Rock me, yeah
                                        
                                     Yeah
                          We were together summer ‘09
                     Wanna roll back like pressing rewind
                    You were mine and we never said goodbye
                                        
                    I used to think that I was better alone
                        Why did I ever wanna let you go
                              Under the moonlight
                           As we stared at the sea,
                           The words you whispered:
                            I will always believe!
                                        
                             I want you to rock me
                                    Rock me
                                 Rock me, yeah
                             I want you to rock me
                                    Rock me
                                 Rock me, yeah
                                        
                          I want you to hit the pedal
                                  Heavy metal
                               Show me you care
                                        
                             I want you to rock me
                                    Rock me
                                 Rock me, yeah
                                        
                               R O C K me again
                               R O C K me again
                        R O C K me a – a - again, yeah
                                (I want you to)
                               R O C K me again
                               R O C K me again
                         R O C K me a – a - again, yeah
                             I want you to rock me
                                    Rock me
                                 Rock me, yeah
                             I want you to rock me
                                    Rock me
                                 Rock me, yeah
                                        
                          I want you to hit the pedal
                                  Heavy metal
                               Show me you care
                                        
                             I want you to rock me
                                    Rock me
                              Rock me, yeah (X2)
                                        
Summer ’09… the summer before Riker turned 18… to Rocky it was indeed the best
time of his life.
 
They were on a holiday at some place on the east coast, and they had little
houses for 2 persons each.
 
Mark – Stormie
Riker – Rocky
Ross – Rydel
Ryland – Ratliff
 
Rock me, they did that a lot.
 
Under the moonlight as they stared at the sea, Rocky’s best memory ever.
 
His only worries now were:
I used to think that I was better alone
Why did I ever wanna let you go
 
But then again, that last sentence is a sign of regret…
 
Rocky didn’t had much time to think of the meaning.
 
The next song came up…
Chapter End Notes
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***** This is love - Will.I.Am feat Eva Simons *****
Chapter Summary
     Riker and Rocky grew up 'being together'. but when Riker turns 18, he
     breaks it off so he doesn't break the law, or so he said. he told
     Rocky that they could be back together when Rocky was 18. Rocky is
     now 20 and it still didn't happen. he is determinded to find
     everything out, so he stays voluntarity home with Riker when the rest
     of the family is on a holiday. what will happen?
     This is love - Will.I.Am feat Eva Simons
Chapter Notes
     IMPORTANT!! I ONLY SHIP THIS SHIP IN FANFICS!!!! NOT IN REAL LIFE!!!
     IN REAL LIFE THEY'RE THE CUTEST BROTHERS EVER SEEN!!! just so you
     know.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
                    This is love (Will.I.Am ft. Eva Simons)

                        If you love it like I love it
                       And you feel what I feel inside
                        If you want it like I want it
                        Then baby let's get it tonight
                  If you feel it, say hell yeah (hell yeah)
                          Say hell yeah (hell yeah)
                        And say hell yeah (hell yeah)
                   This is love, this is love, this is love

                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                   This is love, this is love, this is love

                          This is love for the beats
                           Steal it in the streets
                    Love for the melody, notes on a sheet
                     The dope crusader, funky terminator
             I created me a rocker just so we could rock it later
                       And the way the beat is knocking
Got me feeling, alright, cause the DJ got me walking on the ceiling (all night)

                I got a rocket full of gold, mami's just gold
             I filled it up with love and then I watch it explode

                        If you love it like I love it
                       And you feel what I feel inside
                        If you want it like I want it
                        Then baby let's get it tonight
                  If you feel it, say hell yeah (hell yeah)
                          Say hell yeah (hell yeah)
                        And say hell yeah (hell yeah)
                   This is love, this is love, this is love

                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                   This is love, this is love, this is love

             This is love for the bass, and love for the trouble
                    Love for the orchestra, violin cello,
                  Love for computer beat, hotter than metal
                  House beat housing, bouncing in the ghetto
                  We sip till we smashed up, feeling alright
              And we rock the ghetto blaster, rocking all night
                I sent a rocket to the globe, armor just stole
             I filled it up with love and then I watch it explode

                          Yeah, baby, yeah, alright
                               Can you feel it?
                           Good god, yeah, alright

                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                   This is love, this is love, this is love

                   This is love, this is love, this is love
                   This is love, this is love, this is love
                   This is love, this is love, this is love
                   This is love, this is love, this is love

                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                            Can you feel the love?
                                        
Oh yes he could.
 
Of course he could feel the love.
 
But why wasn’t there combined love? Loving together?
 
If this playlist was about Rocky, like he thought, than why weren’t they
together?
 
Couldn’t Riker feel the love radiating off him?
 
Riker had to either:
   1.        Be blind
   2.        Be deaf
   3.        Ignore it
 
He wanted neither of them, but if Rocky had to choose, it would be one of the
first two. If it was the last one, his heart would be broken and he would go
mad.
 
Not in an angry way, but a crazy way. He would quite possibly be shipped off to
a Mental Care Clinic.
 
Why would Riker do something like that?
 
Rocky was almost standing up and storming towards his brother when said brother
began to sing again and stopped Rocky’s actions…….
Chapter End Notes
     I'm gonna say it again: DO NOT POST A LINK OF THIS TO R5 OF PEOPLE
     RELATED TO THEM!!!! I ONLY SHIP THIS SHIP IN FANFICS!!! NOT IN REAL
     LIFE!!! IN REAL LIFE THEY'RE THE CUTEST BROTHERS EVER SEEN!!!
***** How could this happen to me - Simple plan *****
Chapter Summary
     How could this happen to me - Simple plan
     Rocky's POV
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Rocky didn’t know the song, but the meaningful lyrics made more than up for it.
 
He didn’t even know Riker could sing like this, they really should give him
more solos with the band.
 
 
                                I open my eyes
                I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
                             I can't remember how
                             I can't remember why
                            I'm lying here tonight
                                        
                          And I can't stand the pain
                          And I can't make it go away
                           No I can't stand the pain
                                        
                          How could this happen to me
                              I made my mistakes
                            I've got nowhere to run
                               The night goes on
                              As I'm fading away
                             I'm sick of this life
                              I just wanna scream
                          How could this happen to me
                                        
                             Everybody's screaming
                   I try to make a sound but no one hears me
                           I'm slipping off the edge
                            I'm hanging by a thread
                         I wanna start this over again
                                        
              So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
                       And I can't explain what happened
                  And I can't erase the things that I've done
                                  No I can't
                                        
                          How could this happen to me
                              I made my mistakes
                            I've got nowhere to run
                               The night goes on
                              As I'm fading away
                             I'm sick of this life
                              I just wanna scream
                          How could this happen to me
                                        
                              I made my mistakes
                            I've got nowhere to run
                               The night goes on
                              As I'm fading away
                             I'm sick of this life
                              I just wanna scream
                          How could this happen to me
 
 
It’s almost like this song was made for them.
 
I made my mistakes – the mistake of pushing Rocky away
 
I’ve got nowhere to run –they share the same room, he’s got nowhere to run.
 
The past five years had to be incredibly painful for Riker. I’m sick of this
life. Had Riker hoped all along to get back together too?
 
It was time for the next song………
Chapter End Notes
     next chapter will be the last song, then there is a chapter from
     Riker's side, and I am not going to spoiler more :D
End Notes
     the 6 songs were picked out of my phone's music list. I'm sorry if it
     isn't your kind of music.
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